{setting sail on my little boat}

On Tuesday, Tina and I headed to the other side of Phoenix for a mixed-media get together started by the amazing Dina. Despite getting a bit turned around on our way there, Tina and I made it to the little scrapbooking/mixed-media supply shop hosting the group.

And what fun was to be had!

 

Photo by Tina. Aren't you glad you're not the only one that takes over the table when working in your journal?

Three tables, women with paint, brownies on the counter, laughter in the air. We all pulled out our journals -- a myriad of kinds, some made the weekend before in Kelly Kilmer’s classes, others started during a class of Dina’s, full of paint or paper or tape -- introduced ourselves, and got to play.

We shared supplies, showed others new things they could try, got ink all over our hands. I finally found a place that could refill my Copic markers. There were baskets of colored waxed linen thread, paints and papers and inks and stamps. Racks of beautiful large sheets of paper along a wall.
 

Pic by Tina. I'm in purple. I really want one of those little lab-coat thingies...it would have saved mine and Tina's shirts...

But the fun was to be had simply laughing, creating, and chatting with other women who have the same loves. Who read the same magazines and blogs, who want to expand their artistic abilities through experimentation and community. We all had different styles and experience levels, and yet in that room, we were all the same. Just women having fun creating art.

my page from that night. i went a little overboard with the glimmer.

I took the time to chat about my most recent issues and what I should do. I think most of the video workshop I’ve written came from conversations a few months ago, and I went forward off my own passion -- something I don’t regret. But as I sat through the first week of it being announced, I found a black cloud gathering above my head. I wasn’t having fun. After the stress of the website and blog (and the time loss from a massive migraine), I needed a release, and wasn’t finding it.

It took a lot of advice, letters from friends and strangers, and some soul searching to really figure out where I am and where I want to be. I’ve had the amazing luck of now working with some women to design banners and blogs for them (and I have never felt so valued and capable before!), but have missed the play. I think the other night reminded me of that.

So I’m putting the video workshop on the back burner. It’ll be self-paced and available later this spring, but for now, I’m following my joy and developing and writing the art journaling workshop I’ve had in mind since October. I’m even pitching it to be taught here in town. I’m painting weekly and making journals just for fun (and throwing them on Etsy as they roll out of the Closet Studio). There are tons of projects and opportunities going on here behind the scenes.

In planning on offering my little class from the first round of 21 Secrets (for $10!), I discovered a way to create a social network like a Ning site here on my own server, and have bold ideas on where such a place could go. Clubs and classes and secret things! I need to get back to my roots, to who I am and the art I love to create.

And I feel less fear twisting my stomach in writing this than the month I spent working on the video workshop.

So bear with me as things continue to morph and grow and expand and take shape. I’ve set sail on my little boat, but this time, I’ve got a sat-phone and some amazing friends on speed dial.

 

{points of two week #52: where i want to go in 2011}

Points of Two is an experiment in journaling with myself and Roben Marie! Check out our archives to see the previous weeks' pages.

Our prompt for this, our final week, was where I want to go in 2011.

And Roben-Marie's page!

I’ve been working on a portfolio website for myself behind the scenes, and for that, had to actually gather together all 51 Points of Two pages to put into a single gallery. Seeing them that immediately, opposed to over the course of a year, showed me a window into myself I’d been missing. A glance, long and loving, at where I’d started and where I ended.

This whole project started innocently enough as a Facebook status update.

Yes, a little idea we both had, a way to chronicle the year and keep our journals in our hearts. We started with that one idea and ran with it.

It took a week to figure out the name.

robenmarie@xxxxx


Perspective Play...?


kiraboshi@xxxx
 to robenmarie

I like it! I kinda want to work discovery in there now, though...

Roben-Marie Smith
 to me

Okay...let me think about that as well.

Have you thought of any?



samie kira
 to Roben-Marie

Nothing concrete. I have all these vague ideas floating around in my head...i just need them to snap together!

For example, words:

discovery
point of view
perspective
difference
common
artistic
another
distance
togetherness
exploration

They just won't come together as I'd like!


Roben-Marie Smith

 to me

Hey!

Okay, I took your words and here is what I have.  I am running out of steam with this:

A Common Difference
An Artistic Discovery
Distance•Different•Discovery
Artistic Perspectives
Artistic Explorations
A Distant Exploration
Points-of-Two: an artistic discovery

I want to start work on my page for next Friday, but wondered if you could give me a little more to go on for the theme?  I know we chatted about the difference between our worlds right now, but I want to make sure I am on the same page.


samie kira
 to Roben-Marie

whee! I like these two:

A distant exploration
and
points of two

They're lovely and just light a spark in me! Which do you like best? Now that we have contenders, I hope you're not getting dizzy from thinking. I'm sorry for being so...unable to articulate.


OH! I thought it'd be fun to start with the differences in surrounding....I could journal about all the snow and freezing cold, and you can journal about the loveliness of Florida, even in winter. Or we can do something more deep for the first one....such as what we'd like to accomplish this year, or a journal entry around our "word" for this year (all the talk of it has me picking my own!).


And then we were off, thinking up ideas, coming up with prompts from our days, things that happened, the unique perspectives of one woman in Chicago and the other in sunny Florida.

What Points of Two has taught me is that I can pull art out of anywhere. Somewhere in the middle, our prompts turned from situations and feelings to materials we could use. Our daily lives spilled onto the page as we experimented with things we’d never used before - I distinctly remember searching Wal-Mart for cheesecloth to use on a journal page, and wondering how I’d even attach it!

(I ended up loving that page, and it remains one of my favorite)

If our initial goal was to create a page every week for an entire year, our secondary one became showing new and experienced journalers that there isn’t one way to make a journal page. I love the dichotomy of our work, and yet find myself loving and wishing I could make pages like Roben. We’ve always admired each others’ artwork (which is key to a lasting, creative friendship, I think) yet retain our own styles when trying something inspired by the other.

There were weeks when we happened to journal about the same thing without knowing about it, weeks when we were finishing up pages the morning of (okay, that one is mostly me, and I’m working on it!). Weeks when we used the same colors or images but in vastly different yet appealing ways.

I think my idea of a journal page has grown and stretched through this project, as well as what can be used on one. Roben began this year creating digital scrapbooking items, and many of her pages are a hybrid of hand-made and computer-edited pages, something that really excited me and got me exploring a new world of digital art. She even took many of my Points of Two pages from the beginning of the year and turned them into art bits and photo mats for digital use.

As I sit here writing my last entry for this wonderful project, I find myself excited and charged by the idea of finishing a year-long partnership with a close friend, one I’m blessed to have in my life. To complete something like this is an accomplishment, especially considering its humble beginnings. Who knew a little update and comments could turn into not only a year of creative wealth, but an interview in the upcoming Artful Blogging and a feature in Art Journaling? We never thought ahead more than a few weeks, and when asked to be part of these publications were touched and humbled our little project - done mostly for ourselves, if only in a public way - garnered so much attention and comments from readers around the world.

Thank you for coming along with us on this journey. This isn’t the last you’ll be hearing from us, but for now, we’re taking a long overdue break on our Fridays for reflection and maybe, just maybe, a bit of TV time.

love,

Samie Kira

{points of two week #51: life is ___}

Points of Two is an experiment in journaling with myself and Roben Marie! Check out our archives to see the previous weeks' pages.

Wow! Week 51 already! Almost a year ago, Roben-Marie and I decided to do a year-long project together, as well as make sure we work in our journals at least once a week. Next week will be bittersweet! 

But today, our prompt was "Life is ____," insert a color. Instantly, the colors of a sunrise came to mind, and I got to work on my page....

...and really didn't like it! So I made another, smaller one. Simple is better, I thought, and I wrote out how I feel instead of cluttering it up with paint and images that just weren't true to me.

Be sure to check out Roben-Marie's blog - she filmed her progress and posted the vid!

{a little peek & taking inspiration and creating something new}

projectpage2

I am just finishing up a project and wanted to be able to share at least a peek of it before sending it off!

I’ve been inspired by a whole host of artists lately, and incorporated their techniques or basic ideas into this journal page. I wanted to show you how you can learn from someone else but make it all uniquely your own.

Ruth Rae creates the most amazing fiber artwork, an I just adore her work. There are a few pieces of hers in Inner Excavation by Liz Lamoreux, and I just had to try some stuff out! Above are pieces of muslin left over from my messenger bag alteration that I stamped on with Staz On ink. I would have never thought of this unless I’d seen her artwork with stamped images on it!

projectpage1

I’ve been totally inspired by Traci’s Art Journaling Daily posts, expecially this one, where we get to see her write! It got me pulling out my own dip-pen and ink, and I just spilled onto the page all that was on my mind.

projectpage3

Roben-Marie’s gotten me into the Liquitex Ink! And several books talk about painting with the dauber in the ink bottle. So I colored things in and was amazed at how cool the white bled into the purple.

The flower is a die-cut shape from sticky-back canvas. I seriously love that stuff and use it all the time to embellish my artwork!

projectpage4

DJ’s amazing journals gave me the idea to use the fabric to hinge the pages (her word, and isn’t it just the perfect one?). So here’s what a spread looks like!

At the top is the positive of a stencil I was using. Dina showed me her way of using both the positive and negative of stencils when I played in her studio! You get double milage out of one application, and can get a new page started while working on another.

Inspiration can come from anywhere! What makes amazing art is taking that you’ve learned and putting it through YOU as if you’re a processor. Inspiration comes in and BONDS with who YOU are and is instantly transformed. By putting it all together, you begin to experiment and create something that not only pays homage to the artists and images that first fired you up, but synthesize a UNIQUE creation.

Don’t be afraid to use a technique you’ve learned or seen. Just make sure, when you use it, it becomes YOUR VERSION. That is why journals are amazing - they are safe places where you EXPERIMENT and PLAY and ultimately discover yourself!

From comments I’ve gotten in the past, I can safely say that my artwork doesn’t directly copy or rip off other artists. I used to worry about that in the past SO MUCH! But now I know I can take it in, play around, and create something wonderful.

I could really use the kindness and help of strangers today, as I finish up preparations for a major reveal and online workshop. If you like this content or any of my videos, please donate a little bit via the sidebar!

 

{creating a place of mystery, touch, and freedom - new journal for a new year!}

{touch} journal detail

A new journal for a new year!

I was showing this journal to a crafty neighbor last night, and found myself smiling at the imperfections. I said:

“If you had told me two years ago I’d be making journals that aren’t hardcovers or with pages that didn’t sit perfectly straight, I would have laughed. Now, I love journals that have character and color and are a bit messy.”

{touch} journal detail

The cover is sticky-back canvas stuck to pieces of a Honey Nut Cherrios box I grabbed from the kitchen (and left the cereal in it’s plastic bag; I wasn’t going to wait for a box to be emptied normally!). I have to say, I LOVE sticky-back canvas! I’ve painted and played on it and it takes everything so wonderfully! I cut shapes from it with my Cuttlebug to add as accents (see the first image; the flower in the corner was die-cut!) and just keep finding new ways to play with this versatile and fun canvas.

{touch} journal detail

It’s bound with the revealed spine tape binding I first saw on Debra’s blog and learned from the book Creative Wildfire. Instead of using thicker fabric or the type of strapping used for bag straps, I used the left-over from the sticky-back, as my journal’s a bit smaller than 8.5”x11”. And where it crosses the fabric? I simply stuck some more canvas there so it isn’t sticky!

The signatures are made from two pieces of paper sewn together with fabric. This was so much fun, and gives a great jumping-off point on each page because there’s already some fabric sewn in! It also made the spine much thicker than the rest of the journal, giving room for more layers and three-dimensional objects and embellishments.

{touch} journal detail

However, the sticky wasn’t strong enough to keep the flaps attached to the covers, so I ran them through my sewing machine to give them a good, strong attachment to the covers with a messy zig-zag stitch.

I leave my free-style darning foot on my machine most of the time, since I’m now in love with imperfection and mess, and only need straight lines for smaller pieces and quilting.

{touch} journal detail

The front and back covers are both equally funky and fun. This type of binding, since I used fabric at the folds, isn’t perfect. It moves around. Pages aren’t square at times. But I really do love it!

With the thinner covers, it’s pliable. I used to thick you needed hard covers in order to have a good working surface, but have since learned that the grouping of pages plus flexible covers give you just as much stability as a hard cover made with book board. Plus, I just love how it feels in my hands — like a traveler’s journal or leather sketchbook ready to be filled and held.

{touch} journal detail

I did a bit of free-style stitching, but noticed it made the cover weaker. It still looks cool, though!

Since pages curl when you work on them, I sewed on some bright magenta elastic as a closure, sewing it to the back cover with a zig-zag stitch (I did three passes to make sure it stays!).

{touch} journal detail

And instead of trimming everything up, I left the fabrics at their original, by-eye lengths. They hang off the top and bottom in a colorful mess of pattern...

{touch} journal

This journal is so tactile. You feel the canvas on the cover, the pages inside, the fabric hanging out. It loves to be held and carried and worked in. And since I altered my messenger bag, it now has an artful place to call home.

the first page of the new year...

She sits just inside the front cover, dreaming, thinking, being.

A new journal for new dreams and thoughts and words and experiments as I continue on this new, odd, wonderful artistic painting journey I stumbled onto four months ago.

{points of two week #47: wings}

Points of Two is an experiment in journaling with myself and Roben Marie! Check out our archives to see the previous weeks' pages.

This week, we focused on wings. I actually had this piece of Amy Butler fabric with wings already stitched on it in my scrap pile, so I rescued it and used paint directly on the fabric. Embellished with Copic markers and a cool silver pen I found.

And here's Roben-Marie's page! Check out her blog for more!

{points of two #44: between the lines}

Points of Two is an experiment in journaling with myself and Roben Marie! Check out our archives to see the previous weeks' pages.

This week's theme was Between the Lines. While Roben-Marie did a wonderful, colorful page with lines to write between, I went a different direction and journaled about my weekend.

My mom was feeling really under the weather, as was I. We we Sick enough to deserve the capital S. And while I was getting a bit better by Monday, enough to run some simple errands for must-haves (like food and medicine), she wasn't. And while she didn't say much, I had to read between the lines of what she DID say, or what she seemed to need, relying more on silent communication than words.

So I decided to follow that when creating this page.

Materials: Acrylic Paint, Copic Markers, Liquitex Ink!, Black Sharpie Poster Paint Pen

And here's Roben-Marie's page! Check out her blog for the story behind it!

I just ADORE her use of color here! Don't you? XD

{the experiments journal #3: the finished big canvas & fabric edging for a journal page!}

I love that I'm using these videos as a visual documentation of many of my experiments. I get an idea, thinking it out, and then film me trying it out. These are not perfect, polished bits -- they're the real deal, the raw creativity that happens almost every day. 

*Disclaimer: My actual sewing for journals, etc, is much, much neater! 

I added the blue fabric patch after the video was over. Here's a few lovely glamor shots. 

experiments journal #3 - fabric edging for a journal page

experiments journal #3 - fabric edging for a journal page

experiments journal #3 - fabric edging for a journal page

I also sipped a glass of wine while admiring my finished painting! It's the largest I've ever done, and am already thinking about my next one!

"out to the desert"

The colors are much richer/diverse than in the photo. I'm still working out how PS5 works on a PC (oh, how I miss my Mac!). 

"out to the desert" detail

And I love this detail shot, how the writing is coming through the layers! Oh, I just love what I've managed to create! This, too, is available. 

Tomorrow is a full day full of friendship, as is Thursday! I'm a lucky woman to be meeting with such fun and creative ladies over the next 2 weeks!